Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Practicing Our Faith: Improvisation 4/8/12


Early on the first day of the week, while it was still dark, Mary Magdalene came to the tomb and saw that the stone had been removed from the tomb. So she ran and went to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved, and said to them, “They have taken the Lord out of the tomb, and we do not know where they have laid him.” Then Peter and the other disciple set out and went toward the tomb. The two were running together, but the other disciple outran Peter and reached the tomb first. He bent down to look in and saw the linen wrappings lying there, but he did not go in. Then Simon Peter came, following him, and went into the tomb. He saw the linen wrappings lying there, and the cloth that had been on Jesus’ head, not lying with the linen wrappings but rolled up in a place by itself. Then the other disciple, who reached the tomb first, also went in, and he saw and believed; for as yet they did not understand the scripture, that he must rise from the dead. Then the disciples returned to their homes.

But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb; and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet. They said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping?” She said to them, “They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.” When she had said this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus. Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?” Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.” Jesus said to her, “Mary!” She turned and said to him in Hebrew, “Rabbouni!” (which means Teacher).Jesus said to her, “Do not hold on to me, because I have not yet ascended to the Father. But go to my brothers and say to them, ‘I am ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’” Mary Magdalene went and announced to the disciples, “I have seen the Lord”; and she told them that he had said these things to her.                                                                       John 20:1-19

Our son, David has become quite involved with comedy improv.  If you’re not familiar with that, let me explain.  Improv is not stand-up comedy in which a performer prepares a routine in advance and then presents it in front of an audience.  Improv involves a group of people and it is entirely unrehearsed and spontaneous.  A few months ago when I was visiting him in Texas, his troupe happened to have a performance at the Dallas Comedy House.  In the weeks leading up to it they rehearsed a lot (by the way, rehearsing how to be spontaneous had to be explained to me, but I am told that there are exercises that can increase your creativity and your ability to think quickly). 

There are a variety of formats for improvisation.  One of them is called “post-it.”  Here’s how it works.  A few audience members are asked to write single words, nouns specifically, on some post-it notes.  Then the notes are collected and during the show, one of the performers picks up one of the notes, sees it for the first time, reads it aloud, and the troupe then improvises a comedy sketch on-the-spot about whatever word is on the post-it note.  The word might be insurance or arugula or lumber or geranium or iced tea (that would be two words but you get the idea.)  One of them thinks of something to say about iced tea and hopes that someone else keeps it going.  And so, with no collaboration, no planning, no huddle for 1 minute before to discuss what to do, no time to think things through and in front of an audience (who expects them to come up with something hilarious and brilliant) they’re off.  They improvise together.  Frankly, it terrifies me.  Preachers have nightmares about having to come up with an impromptu sermon!  But in a comedy improve show, the thing that ties it all together is that post-it note that provides the basic theme that gets them started and the rest is up to the performers.

We’ve just read from the gospel of John about the empty tomb on that first Easter morning.  John, of course, was the last gospel written down and if you compare the gospel accounts of the resurrection, something interesting happens.  You see that story gets a little bigger each time it’s told.  In Mark’s version, our earliest gospel written 20 years or so after Jesus’ crucifixion, the women come to the tomb and see “one young man in a white robe.”  Then a decade or so later, according to Luke, there were two men in dazzling clothes who suddenly appear out of nowhere.  Matthew says that there was a “great earthquake,” and that the women were greeted by “an angel of the Lord,” this time – “descending from heaven.”  (Matthew 28:2)  And by the time we get to John’s gospel, written perhaps 50 years after the crucifixion, Mary is greeted, not by a young man, not by two men, not by one angel, but by “two angels in white”.  And for good measure, John throws in a cameo appearance of the resurrected Jesus, cleverly disguised as a gardener.  The story gets better every time it’s told.

And for some, this inconsistency between the gospels is disconcerting.  What’s going on here?  How can we trust these accounts that so clearly contradict each other?  Is this a “true” story or not? 

Friends, what’s going on here is not contradiction.  It’s something else entirely.  The gospel writers are improvising!  Their post-it note reads:  Christ is risen!  Christ is risen indeed!  What is central, what is absolutely non-contradictory is this great truth – somehow, Jesus still lives!  And like a good improve troupe, each Gospel writer takes off and throws something into the mix.  And so we get dazzling white robes or cascading light or earthquakes or angels descending from heaven or Jesus being mistaken for a gardener.  All of these details express a truth that transcends strict factuality.  In Christ, all things are made new.  Neither life nor death can separate us from the love of God.  Everyone in Christ is a new creation. 

I don’t know about you, but Church as I knew it growing up was anything but improvisational.  There was no freedom to improvise; to figure out the finer points for yourself.  The doctrines were clearly spelled out.  This is what you must believe.  Believe it and you’re “in,” you’re saved, you’re secure.  Don’t believe it and you’re out.  And I am convinced that many people this time of year, far more than are gathered in churches around the world today, want to embrace the message of Easter, that love wins and that the presence of Christ is felt today.  But they’re not so sure about the rigid, socially conservative view that is too often exclusively put forth as Christian with all its doctrines and the political views. 

We have some notion of what it means to be a fundamentalist Christian, a right-wing Christian, an evangelical Christian.  Is there such a thing as an improvisational Christian?

The apostle Paul had improvisation down.  He said, “There are varieties of gifts but the same spirit.  And there are varieties of services but the same Lord.  And there are varieties of activities, but it’s the same God who activates all of them in everyone.” 

Did you hear that?  One spirit, one Lord, one God.  That’s his theme.  (Do you suppose they had post-it notes in the 1st century?)  Varieties of gifts, varieties of services and activities, all inspired by one God.  That’s improvisation.  And then Paul refines his theme with an even clearer definition, “Now faith, hope, love abide, these three gifts.  But the greatest of these is love.”

Jesus does exactly the same thing.  “Which commandment is the greatest?”  When Jesus was asked what our post-it note should read he said, “Love God and love your neighbor as yourself.”  That’s it.  All the rest is commentary.  Love is the theme.  All the rest is improvisation.  As Christians our lives are to be an improvisation on love.  Love of God, love of neighbor, love of self.

There will always be times when we wish we had the whole script instead of a measly little post-it; times when we want the security of a carefully worked out script that tells us where we’re going and shows everything that’s going to happen.  As a pastor, God knows there are times I wish I could put a script in your hands, ready to go.  When death or sickness or heartbreaking struggle threatens to overcome; when someone asks me, “What should I do now?” my heart aches to have the perfect answer to slap in their hands. 

Of course, I don’t.  What I can do is keep reminding you of our major theme, what’s on our post-it note.  For we may be certain that nothing in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of God.  Nothing.  Neither life nor death nor grief nor loss nor anything else.  “What do I do now?”  The answer is improvise.  Do the next thing there is to do and trust that someone else will come along to add to your story; trust that love is the only thing that lasts.  Walk through the doors that open.  Accept the doors that close before you and trust the presence of God.

Today, on Easter Sunday, we know that love wins.  That is the story of our faith.  And as our lives flow on, through all of us, God is always at work in the world to bring about life from death, community from isolation, wholeness from brokenness, love from hate. 

Christ is risen.  Christ is risen indeed.  Thanks be to God!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Practicing Our Faith: Forgiving Our Enemies 4/1/12



But I say to you that listen, love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. If anyone strikes you on the cheek, offer the other also; and from anyone who takes away your coat do not withhold even your shirt. Give to everyone who begs from you; and if anyone takes away your goods, do not ask for them again. Do to others as you would have them do to you. If you love those who love you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners love those who love them. If you do good to those who do good to you, what credit is that to you? For even sinners do the same. If you lend to those from whom you hope to receive, what credit is that to you? Even sinners lend to sinners, to receive as much again. But love your enemies, do good, and lend, expecting nothing in return. Your reward will be great, and you will be children of the Most High; for God is kind to the ungrateful and the wicked. Be merciful, just as God is merciful.                                                                        Luke 6:27-36


This is one of those passages that proves that we are all spin doctors when it comes to reading the Bible.  It can’t possibly mean what it says, we tell ourselves.  Or maybe we say, “love your enemies” is a high ideal and we should all try for it, but it’s just not feasible in some situations. 
Where there is threat, we need to kill or we will be killed.  So we tell ourselves.

Our video clip today features Sister Helen Prejean, author of Dead Man Walking.  [show video, “Forgiveness and Reconciliation”]

Sister Helen Prejean speaks specifically in the context of capital punishment.  She was drawn into prison ministry, beginning when she agreed to be a pen pal for a prisoner on death row, Patrick Sonnier, a convicted killer.  Though she only intended to write a few letters and be of some comfort to Sonnier, God had other ideas.  Over the years, Prejean would become very familiar with the horrible facts in the murders that Sonnier had committed.  David LaBlanc and Loretta Bourque were his victims, two teenagers, parked at a “Lover’s Lane” remote area following a high school football game, when they were abducted, Loretta raped, then both were murdered. 

Sister Prejean became a spiritual advisor to Patrick Sonnier, the killer, as he awaited his execution by the State of Louisiana for these crimes.  Her relationship with him was not based on a presumption of his innocence.  He was guilty.  She was repulsed and horrified at Sonnier’s crime, as was anyone who knew of it.  She simply believes that Jesus calls us to go deeper than just being charitable and friendly and kind.  Awakening to the nature of the love of God meant to her that she must resist injustice.  And she has responded with her advocacy for many years to have the death penalty overturned. 

She has served as spiritual advisor to many men (and some women) on death row.  She visits them before they die, helping them come to terms with the crimes they’ve committed (when possible), and accompanies them to their executions.

The existence of the death penalty reinforces a common belief in our society that redemption can come through violence.  We think:  killers deserve to die, it’s what we know to do.  It is somehow honorable to kill people who have killed us; it’s the way you get things done finally; meet your enemies with the only language they understand; strike boldly and meet your enemy with force.  Meanwhile we are one of the last nations in the world that still executes people for their crimes.  We kill to show that killing is wrong.

The gospel, on the other hand, is counter cultural.  Love your enemies.  Do good to those who persecute you.  Be merciful, as God is merciful.

Lloyd LeBlanc’s son, David was one of the teenagers Patrick Sonnier killed.  And in Prejean’s memoir, Dead Man Walking, it is Lloyd LeBlanc's powerful example of forgiveness that most moved Sister Prejean.  The father’s first reaction, as a parent whose son had been killed, was devastating grief, fear, anger, and outrage.  But ultimately, he didn’t stay there.  He told her, “Forgiveness is not something you do for another, but for yourself.”  Lloyd LeBlanc said, “I knew how it felt to hate Patrick Sonnier; to call for the death penalty,” as he initially had.  But eventually, he realized, “Patrick Sonnier killed my son.  I will not let him kill me.”  He found his way out of hate and bitterness; he saved his own life by not allowing himself to be turned over to hate. 

Love your enemies.  Do good to those who hate you.  Is that even possible for ordinary people like me and you?  One thing I know, to forgive doesn’t mean that we don’t have feelings of revenge or hatred.  It just means that we don’t have to stay there.  God’s grace calls us to a new way of living.  With God’s grace we can be loving persons and not wish harm to anyone, even those who have hurt us.  With God’s grace we can be on the side of both victim and criminal. 

Today is Palm Sunday.  In the coming week, Christians see this call played out in the story of our faith, for after a life of love, Jesus will be arrested, tried and unjustly condemned, and then turned over to be crucified and his response will be, “God forgive them, for they know not what they do.” 

To follow Christ means that we practice forgiveness.  We are called to this deeper, wider love; a love that resists evil and injustice; a love that calls us to let go of our desire for revenge; to forgive.

Many of us have struggled with forgiving another person who has caused us pain.  Maybe the offense was small and petty.  Perhaps it was life-changing or devastating.   We all have different journeys through forgiveness. 

Remember, forgiveness is not saying that the incident that caused us pain never happened.  It did.  Forgiveness is not saying that everything’s ok.  It isn’t.  Forgiveness is not saying that we no longer feel the pain of the offense.  We do.  Forgiveness is not always reconciliation.  We may want no further relationship with the person who’s hurt us and it may be essential to our emotional health that we not have a continued relationship. 

Forgiveness is a feeling toward the person who hurt us, “I still feel the pain, but I am willing to let go of your involvement with my pain.”  Forgiveness is an attitude of faith whereby we are able to turn over to God the business of how the person who hurt us is doing.  It’s saying, “I am willing to let God deal with you, and I am willing to let go of my need to be the instrument of correction and rebuke in your life.”  When we forgive, the wrong is remembered, but it no longer sets the agenda for our future or consumes our lives.

Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who abuse you. May we truly be followers of Christ, ordinary people who, with the help of God, live out the gospel of mercy.

Amen.